I don't know if anyone will read this, but I am going to try and be on here everyday or every other day. I'm sorry for being gone for so long and I'm sorry for just disappearing. And this will now be my update of why I wasn't here.
I lost my mind and went into full 'Party girl' mode and didn't really know how to stop. I hung around the wrong people and destroyed lives of others with no care in the world. I honestly don't know what I was thinking, I just see those months as one big blurry at this point.
I got kicked out of the house I had been living in for 2 years. I was given 2 weeks to get out, which isn't legal but I didn't want to fight with the person kicking me out. I also ended up quitting my job for a 'better' summer job. The person that hired me happened to be my best friend. After she got demoted from manager, they fired me for being 'unqualified' to be a waitress. Which was not true at all. After that, I started working for an old hotel I used to work for. I was fired over a stupid reason then too.
Due to the lost of all 3 jobs, I got behind in my rent. I got really behind. I went through some social problems with friends and some problems with alcohol and some drugs. I got caught up with the wrong people and dug all over the place. I also fell in love with an adorable baby girl. However with her mother in the situation she was in, I was forced to let both of them go. I couldn't stand the thought of seeing that baby being taken way. I also found a new job at the end of the month.
I worked my ass off at my new job, and still am. There are days that I work 10 days straight with no day off, and many that I pull doubles. After awhile I finally got caught up on my rent but my food situation is still rather difficult. I have very little food in my apartment, but I feel as though I may not eat some days, that I'm still doing better than I was.
So that's a quick update on my past year, I'm sorry I was gone for so long. I am here for you guys now and I will try and start doing art as soon as possible. However, I have lost all the booty icon lists because I lost my membership and can't see that poll anymore :/ If I owed you one, please let me know on this journal or any way you want to.